Hi platinum rose. I'm sorry for everything that's brought you here. Stick around...read the stickies at the top of the page. I'm sorry I can't weigh in on partner woes...My son is the reason I'm here. There is a lot of good support here...I'm sure you'll see many similarities in the posts of others. Have you attended any meetings? When I was at my absolute wits end they saved me. Sending strength your way. Hang in there.