Originally Posted by
AbleJoe 
Yeah go to aa groups haven't been in awhile-should probably check back and say hello. Its not that I don't like the people-sometimes the groups just get into that same old blah routine.
It sounds like you need to get back there. Call your sponsor.
Maybe try some different meetings or get into some service work.
I have heard many make comments the same as you and they were on the edge of going back to drinking.