Originally Posted by
light13 
I'm sad that I can't drink like normal people, but it is what it is.
Being sad about not drinking, normally or any other way, is just your addiction looking for a weak spot in your sobriety.
I drank daily for 35 years. At about three months sober, after much reflection on my drinking, it became so apparent that I wasn't a normal drinker, and I would never, ever, be a normal drinker. Therefore, I could never, ever drink. Forever. It was if a great weight was lifted off my shoulders.
I don't drink. I'm not sad about it. Join me.