I guess this was bound to happen.
Welcome back soberme-did u fortell u're own downfall by using these words? I'm not scolding you, just trying to undstd u're thot process. As far as dry drunk, I was that for several mths after getting sober until I realized I'm not supposed to live that way(pg86 big bk) plus now Alanon has taken me to a whole nother level of how to respond to people & detach where needed. Still have some areas that need work on so I'm a work in progress
I feel bad for u that u had that much insurance under u're belt then gave it up but the good thing is that it teaches me & the hundreds who read u're post that this is truly a 1 day @ a time process
Thanks for letting us know & don't quit