I understand. I actually decided to stop drinking this week because I knew if I could get by a holiday weekend, I could get by a week. And if I could get by a week, then I could do another...and another. But the temptation is so strong! And yes, it has been a real eye-opener going outside (for once) and seeing people perfectly sober doing stuff! I used to be proud being seen sober at 9 pm (before I inevitably found a bottle later)...now I know people can actually go without alcohol.