Welcome duffman
I wasn't sober when I first joined, but I knew I was headed there. I was scared to let go - but the people here gave me the strength and support I needed. The more I read here, the more I wanted to get free of it. You sound ready to do this - and we know you can. Some never see what alcohol is doing to their life - but at 24 you already see where it's headed. You'll never have to suffer the way many of us have. You can do this, duffman.