is this really true? the anxiety and anger and panic might stem from the thing (wine) i use to stop those things?!
my mind is blown right now. i just got to the point where i saw the drinking at the root of those things. i can't remember back farther... how do i find a way to see it? how do i find what it really is?
does time sober help... because i truly want to fix what i broke to get here...
and for the original poster... we're here now. that can only be a good thing. i wish all of us peace through this...