10 days clean
, and it feels good to say I’m in the double digits.
But I have this friend, who has just over 30 days clean and she keeps wanting me to come over and hangout with her and stuff and I really want to but It’s like I don’t know if I trust her or myself. Considering her downstairs neighbor smokes crack, that’s a good reason to stay away. But she really is sweet and I know how badly she wants to recover but we both have had a love affair with opiates, and I don’t want to ever risk going back there. I just keep making excuses of why I can’t hang out with her.. this is probably something I should talk about with my sponsor... any suggestions?