BL. Thanks for starting this thread. I am like most folks here I am using SR as 1 of my tools to become free from addiction. Being addicted to a drug does get tricky. I cant deny I fooled myself many times over drinking and blaming every one and thing out there for my choices. I am so sick & tired of dealing with the consequences of drinking. For today I choose to abstain. It is my life. I am taking it back. Today I am earning my freedom from addiction. You can too. Try it a day at a time. Keep writng your thoughts if it helps.