I'm not sure what you mean by in and out of AA. Have you gone to a few meetings and left? Have you gone to meetings several times a week for a month and not connected? Did you ever try getting a sponsor? Did you hang out for fellowship before or after the meetings? I didn't like AA at first either. My ego encouraged me to only spot the difference i had with the people, not the similarities. I finally found a group i didn't totally hate and i started attending meetings there many times a week. It took a month or so but i started to enjoy the meetings and like the people i kept seeing. Is there something wrong with you? Probably not. But perhaps you should look at yourself and figure out why you don't like being around sober alcoholics. Like i said, i have to check my ego at the door and not get wrapped up in disliking people at meetings. I sure don't like everyone but i'm not expected to and that's fine.