Hey you!!! Did somebody pin a pink bow to your butt??? (Eore reference) ;-)
I spend a lot of time alone too. I enjoy it, but sometimes I get lonely. I get bored too. Everybody does! I always remind myself "if I'm bored, it's because I'm being boring." So what kinds of things do you enjoy, besides drinking?
Art, music, hiking, fishing, building, reading, going for a drive, sunshine and fresh air etc...? There is SO much more out there to enjoy. That voice that tells you it all revolves around alcohol, is a liar! Maybe you can make a list of things you can enjoy without alcohol? Maybe the other members here can help you with that! x