is there something wrong with me? please help
good to see everyone has stuff to do this holiday weekend, unfortunately for myself i have no real friends so i sit home all the time. there really isnt anything to do here where i live, all the events are booze driven so why bother going alone with the temptation. i know that it sounds like i am being a whine azz or whatever but i am telling the truth. there are things right now that i am not comfortable with and AA/NA is one of them. i dont like being around those people and i never have. 21 years i have been in and out of treatment and those meetings and 21 years i have never liked them. is there something wrong with me?