Iam finished.
I have been around for a while, I have had a few spells of sobriety but today I have woken up and realise I can't keep living this way. My partner wants me out and I will lose the most important thing in my life my little girl. It's the only thing I really care about but obviously I love alcohol more otherwise I would stay sober so I can live with her. I don't think I can do it as I have had so many relapses and broken promises to myself. The guilt and doom I feel today from last nights actions ar