Originally Posted by
melissa6381 
3. Once I hit a level something inside of me would take me over. After four drinks or so I was unstoppable and insatiable. One of the reasons I quit was finding out I chugged 3/4 of a solo cup of tequila when I was blacked out wasted and at least 10 drinks in already. I had no control over that or any of my actions. I blacked out and lost control very easily. I was afraid I was going to die. Was anyone else this type of drinker?
Not me... I would black out but usually behave in a predictable way. The kind of blackout where I wouldn't remember the details the next day but at the time I would feel totally in control.
But I dated a guy who had that kind of black out. Two, actually. And had a very good female friend in college. They were really frightening to watch. There were times with all three of them where I was terrified that something irrevocably bad was going to happen to them.