Originally Posted by gettinglifeback

My biggest plan as of right now is asking my husband, friends & family to support me in my decision to give it up all together, I need support. I have attempted this in the past and it has always failed, because no one thinks I have a real problem, there have been times where I have even been pushed into drinking again  Not this time tho, I just cannot go on this way any longer. I have three precious kiddies to care for and they need all of me, not just part of me. The worst feeling was throwing up this morning and having my baby girl rubbing my back telling me that I would be ok.