JustSarah,
Can totally relate to you! I am a stay at home mom to 4 young kids. I also drink just to pass out and would have MAJOR altercations with my husband before passing out, of course, then when I woke up I wouldn't remember a thing! I have no idea how I got this way either, didn't drink when pregnant but after my youngest was born started with a vengeance. I am currently on Day 16 after many repeated attempts. We can do this! Feel free to PM me if you want. I have dealt with the whole husband being ticked at me too. Hang in there and congrats on Day 2! Hugs, PG