No real plans as of yet, just know something’s got to give cause nothing good is going to come the way I have been living. I know this is going to be such a challenge for me because alcohol surrounds me every day, everywhere I go, everyone I know; really I feel that it is all anyone does anymore. I am a binge drinker, and after one or two I lose all control! I have been drinking pretty hard ( 6-12 pack 4 nights out of the week) for the last year and a half or so. The last couple months or so the anxiety and panic attacks that I experience the next morning have become absolutely unbearable. I feel like I have lost all sense of control, I wake up hating myself having no recollection of anything from the night before