I have a horrible anxiety problem that has been intensified since I've been sober because I no longer can take my anxiety meds (klonopin) due to the fact that they might cause me to relapse on alcohol.
I only made it to the door my first meeting and had to turn around and go home. When I got up the courage to go in, I was literally shaking. But people welcomed me with open arms and I haven't looked back.
You do what you have to do to stay sober. Part of recovery is doing things that make you uncomfortable at first. I wish you the best and hope you can find what works for you. Just stay strong!