I am scared
I am wrecking up my life & no one knows it is too the extreme. I think this is my first step...yes, it is. I registered in other forums but could not figure out how to post a message & I am feeling relieved now that I am writing. The truth is that I CAN NOT afford wasting any more time on alcohol & recovery. Every Friday I can't wait to get home after work to drink. On Saturday day time my day is spent in having a hangover & then I drink at night. I can not socialize even with my b/f unless I am drunk. But if I am alone I also need to drink because I am bored doing something/anything else. Please, someone answer, let me talk. I need help. I am crying now. I hate myself so much.