I just want to know if I'll know when I need help if I stop cold turkey from where I'm drinking at (10-15 drinks a day). I think if you posed those question above to anyone that has ever had a drink you would get some "yes".
I'm the same way though, once I stop it's hard to stop. 1 drink always leads to hammered, so I drink at night before sleep. I've been able to just have "a beer", but it's rare. So my night out usually ends with drunk... which is why it's hard to just cut back. Again, logic to the drunk mind simply does not work.
I don't know if you've gone through severe withdrawal or not, I haven't. But all I honestly want to know is if I'll know when to call for help if I choose to try cold turkey.