My Mother is *INSANE*
i am so.... i don't even know. i was angry at first or a short time, but then it hit me that in 33 years of my life, this is nothing new. so to stop letting it hurt every time. why should it? it is her behavior to own not mine.
Backstabbing. Glossing over. Domineering. Cold. Acts like my perception is wrong when it IS NOT!!!!!!!!!!! Crazy-making! Treats me like a business partner more than an emotionally connected daughter. I could go on & on. No, I am not perfect. There is no such thing as 100% perfection or fault.
Still not the best person I aspire to be, but I have come a LONG WAY, BABY. And through inner wisdom. Got a ways to go, but I'm going.
Forgive me for not getting into it too much yet.... just needed to vent.
I have no *real* mother.
Sorry I whine so much.
Wishing you all a happy, peaceful, SAFE day.
Peace.