jakec

My plan for today is to get a haircut, hangout with my mom for a little bit, go to my dad's house, call my sponsor, play piano, and get to an NA meeting.

I made the decision to cut off all of my old friends accept for the ones in the program, I even let go of my best friend, it was hard but I had to do it. I also changed my phone number.

I set up an appointment with CD outpatient, so that's good.

I was all worked up about court because my Dad has to report to the town court that I left treatment so I don't know whats gonna happen with that but then I thought, my higher power has done so much for me already that I have to trust that everything will work out and whatever happens it will be meant to be, so now I feel accepting and serene.

For me, Narcotics Anonymous, is my strongest source of recovery. I'm writing down every meeting I go to every day and I'm keeping a journal. I won't have court for a little while, so that will give me some time to prove that the program can work for me if I work it.

So yeah, that's where im at. I'm feeling calm and optimistic right now.

Thanks for listening.