Warning; pep talk alert!!
Saddle up! You gotta pick yourself up and dust off. Keep fighting the good fight. I'm on round 5,584 ;-) (and day 4) we have to persevere...for our lives.
It's SO hard. I'm sorry for what you're going through. Sometimes in that state, all the encouragement in the world can feel useless. BUT you're not hopeless or helpless. You made 3 weeks! Keep trying. And please keep posting. It means so much to all of us to share our ups and downs. Make a comeback.. Inspire! x