Thanks guys - it's great to hear words of experience from people who've been there. My friends and family think it's so 'black and white' - to them, why would any 'rational' person stay with a drug-addict?!
It's been three tough days now, and last night I had to report him to the police because he sat outside my house for six hours and wouldn't leave. Everything is a drama and a crisis with him - it is exhausting.
But when I feel I'm starting to crumble, I come on here and look at your words. Trying to keep strong for my baby. Good luck to everyone fighting their own battles - I pray that we all find peace.