My last escapade that brought me back here involved a partial Blackout. I remember bits and pieces. I only experienced blackouts for about the last six months or so of my drinking. The thing that was different for me was that I didn't really feel any guilt or shame the next morning, but I Knew more than ever before That I Should not Drink. Remorse shame and anxiety set in in the next couple of days. Blackouts are scary and our body's are trying to tell us something. I listened.