Took me an hour; but between the birds chirping, sun; & 2 hungry cats I finally dragged myself out of bed made coffee (not sure why it is so bad for anxiety) An now on my 1st cup trying to muster the strength, energy, motivation to jump in the shower ... My Anxiety level is just as high and not sure how much of a struggle Day 4 will be yet .. But I do know I am 5 hours away, I am not so hung over I need it NOW, and I have a glimmer of hope .. So even though the packie just opened :p Yea funny how I still been keeping track of that; I am not at the door & I didn't take "the walk of shame"
Although calling it that just makes it harder when I need smokes & water lol