Originally Posted by
joleah 
Dont know where to start stayed sober for while and then thought two beers cant do any harm.What a mess alcohol controls me. When will I ever get this going to start again to all in SR tks for support.....................
We all know where you're coming from. That voice that whispers to you that "if you only do this or change that about your drinking habits then everything will be juuuuuust fiiiiine" is very persuasive and seductive.
Maybe you should print your post above,
ENLARGED, on a piece of paper and stick it in some prominent place as a reminder to yourself to always be on the lookout for The Voice?
Also, have you really analyzed why you gave in to the voice this time and what you will do to try to avoid repeating the mistake next time?
It's great that you've come back and are TRYING AGAIN -- please give yourself credit for that because you deserve it!