I think today is just weighing on me too much for my shoulders too bear; then Opening up about my accident an such just brought back a flood of emotions i didn't & still don't wanna deal with . I am taking a breather on my back porch to ponder where do I go from here .. In my slippers mind you . I have 12 days till I see my doc; so that is an added thought process as well . Thank You ALL so much for the kind words and encouragement and I will be back in a few; hopefully to post a hello or something and not to put my shoes on .. Again TY.