Pain and cravings
Yesterday was a pita! I had been feeling so good, it's crazy how the addict brain works.
Yesterday my back problems where acting up and it caused a major headache. My mom was also in town and her purse is a pharmacy. Those two things combined had my gears turning.
I wanted to "feel" good so bad! I can't believe that my mind can tell me that once won't hurt after it has almost killed me so many times.