mmmmm. coffee!
Happy to hear that you got to spend the day with your dad. I know that it meant a lot to him to have you there.
Did I hear you say '99 days'?!?!??!?! CONGRATS VENUS!!!!!!! Tomorrow is going to be a new day, and you'll be starting the new week fresh with triple digits!
BTW, I've noticed a funny correlation with my own 'day' milestones - they seem to come with a new challenge. Each one is uniquely tough, and it's by learning to move through them that I grow the most in recovery. It's always darkest before the dawn.
Really glad to hear that you're reaching out for counseling. It's an amazing tool.
Another big hug
(((((((((((((VENUS)))))))))))))))))))
we heart you! You have such a big, warm, & wonderful heart that brings so much joy to the lives that you touch.
ps - would a movie or a walk help to take the edge off? "my big fat greek wedding" and "legally blonde" are my personal "go to" movies when I'm going through a rough patch with matters of the heart.