Glad you made it through! I find this site and others like it along with recovery books help my sobriety a lot. Three months is too long to lose for 2 hours of fun followed by 24 hours of physical & mental torture. I remember really struggling on Christmas Eve, had no idea how I was going to make it thru it, and now think back about how many months have passed since then. Its crazy because its so easy to throw it all away on a really bad day (craving wise), but if you make it thru it makes you stronger & I have not had a day like that since. You used some good tools and made yourself stronger for it!