[QUOTE=brattylush i wonder how many people smell the booze on me and what they think..[/QUOTE]
As I found out, many more people than you think. I thought I was fooling everyone. But people could smell it. They were often just too uncorfortable to confront me about it.
You are not alone, I can relate to the way you are thinking. The planing of the day around booze, hidden bottles, even the drunk typing!
Is life getting out of control? Stick around, take sugestions from others who are sober. Ask God to help.