its a roller coaster ride, isnt it? we love them , hang on and hope things get better, become so angry and leave, say were done done done, and then they sincerely try....
Good luck .... Im in the same boat you are, its not easy i think my addict alcoholic husband said he has 51 days cleanand sober today and its been hell but hes in recovery and so am i so thats what counts...
the important thing is to keep changing and working on YOU for the sake of you and your kids.....no matter what he is doing. if he keeps changing for the better GREAT but if not, keep on moving forward, easier said than done!!!! progress, not perfection....
I think Ill take my own advice while im at it
Sincerely though I wish you your kids and your husband well