" Like I'm so squirrely today I have to hide from people and agitated and depressed--all at once. I thought, oh, this is the new medication I'm on or, the mental issues I'm dealing with. But I wonder if it's the lapse in meetings. the first year is rocky right?"
thats a sign for me. yup, the 1st year can be pretty rocky...or a rollercoaster. up one day downt he next. as time has passed,the highs and lows of the coaster have gotten closer together. meetings were very important for me for quite some time.
how to achieve balance...i learned by goin to meetings.