Originally Posted by
terribob 
Not demoralising at all. Just as soon as I talked about easy I had a moment at the drugstore. I had my hand on the beer. I put it back and bought gummy bears instead and got my butt to a meeting. Old habbits die hard.
Terribob, gummy bears instead of beer? You are
FANTASTIC. Today I'm 2 years 10 months sober and it really has been a struggle more than not. Because I have that much sober time, I know without doubt or question that I am better off than when I was using, so I don't know what to call it if I went back out there, insane or something. I'm beginning to realize that I have to create a life, and I honestly don't know how at the moment. Rootin for ya.
