Funny it happens that way. I've had more then a few episodes of that too. Sober 4 awhile. Everythng seemed 2 be ok. Then whammy, out of nowhere, here comes the idea of picking up again. Things can be good at this point in my life, or bad. It can be sunny, rainy or just any other thing that triggers my av. Because I can't shut it out, I can only try 2 shut it up. And its hard for me to overcome it. But I've been trying, and will continue to do so. Hopefully, someday this stupid av desire to drink will finally leave me. Some folks say it does for them, over a length of time. I hope that is true. Hang in there, get back on track. You can do it.
