Sorry to read about your relapse, Non. You seem to be a guy with his head on straight, and who doesn't like a guy with a healthy love of bacon.
Just remember, you can't think your way through this. Don't take too long contemplating what you've learned. Just recommit today and move forward.
Thanks for sharing your experience. For what it's worth, I can tell you this and not be able to live it myself, so I know easier said that done. We're here for you.