i'm so new at this point (like last time).... i don't even know how to get to a chat room. and Michael, thanks for your support, i am very spiritual, i know i'm disappointing God.. i just ask for forgiveness daily. Ink2.. how can i go to an aa meeting drunk?? I have an engagement tonight at 7:00 pm. I'm counting hours, and know that if i coordinate what i have left (wine), i'll stay buzzed til a little after, then i can hit the store on the way home.... and **** off my husband again.. i wonder how many people smell the booze on me and what they think..