Congratulations Torso, I feel for you. Two days is huge, let's make it 3, one day at a time my friend. Alcohol is not my ( doc ) I have abused cocaine for 30 plus years. Joining SR has helped me and will help you. Post whenever you feel the need. You don't need to go through this alone. Were a community, people in similar situation , helping each other. I do a lot of reading , and jump in if I have something too add. Again , welcome. God Bless