Don't want to keep going
I thought that after eight months of sobriety, I would be in a better place. I feel like the aftermath of my alcoholism has ruined my life and from that there is no recovery. Financially, emotionally and physically, everywhere I look, I feel that I have lost so very much I will never really be ok again. I have gone through the self pitty and that isn't where I am. I don't want to drink again either, I am just tired of getting up every morning and facing the same trainwreck of a life I created years ago when my drinking got so out of control. I would rather just lay still and let time pass.The ONLY thing keeping me moving is my kids. If anyone has gotten through "this part" while feeling this way, I would really like to hear how you did it. Thank you.