Surrounded by Booze and Party People
Arrgh... Day 13 and some change here. Saturday went to a Cinco de Wacko that involved talking to an obnoxious guy with coke on his nose and my GF getting buzzed saying sexually borderline inappropriate things. Came home and she goes ballistic for nor real reason concerning a tight dress that a party goer was wearing (she brought it up and my comment was that she looked fabulous at the party and was much more appropriately dressed). Needless drama. Next day she has girlfriends over and personally consumed at least 2 bottles of wine. Was sloppy and popped an ambien, I fought of some sloppy advances and made sure she was breathing OK after she fell asleep. I made it through with out imbibing, but the Party almost felt like an anxiety laden out of body experience. I need a job and am so on the fence as to whether to try to make this work or bail. Felling soooo stressed. Have a hunch a few people here can relate...