My demon AV is really pushing me to "just go get a bottle of wine" right now. I have literally started going to the grocery store twice today, but stopped myself because I know I would have come back with 4 bottles that'd be gone by tomorrow.
Ugh - so frustrating! It's probably not helping that I've also cut out most sugar and "bad carbs" these last few days, so I'm sure that's where a lot of this intense craving is coming from.
I'm loading up on water and watching TV. Need to make it through tonight. Ugh. Sometimes I really disappoint myself that I don't have more control over my mind.