I can definitely understand that. Sometimes you just have to sit on your hands. I'm starting to get some thoughts popping back up, and I'm glad that I have a very solid foundation right now. My schedule is full enough to keep me busy enough to keep me away from too much temptation.
I've heard the saying that idle time is the devils work. Try to fill your time up. Make commitments, plans, whatever. Surround yourself with healthy people. If you don't know any, go find some! If nothing else, 12 step meetings have good, clean and sober people in them that like to get to know people.
You never know what will happen until you try!
