Slowly, but surely, making it!
Join Date: Mar 2013
Location: Northwest Florida
Posts: 493
Feeling... broken.
The last 24 hours or so have just been so rough. Right now, I'm as close to relapsing as I've ever been. I don't have anything really uplifting to say here. I'm not going to use. I just don't feel like fighting it anymore right now. I'm tired. I'm so tired of this fight. I'm at work and staring at the walls, wishing I'd never known about this junk. I wish I was still happy. How can one little tiny pill ruin the last 6 weeks of progress in less than 5 minutes? Evil fn pill. I'm pissed, I'm sad, I'm lonely, I'm tired. Sorry about the depressing post. Can't force it today. I know these days come and go. I'll hang in there. Just wanted to get my feelings out.