Love to you too Lele! And Zen, the practice is helping. I am sitting on serious anxiety and have more stressors than usual. But I am moving along. Noticed personality defects or disorders this week that make me cringe at myself. But, like I said in another post today, is it going to kill me to realize I acted like a fool and a jerk, both sober and drunk? No it is not going to kill me, I will not lose my place to live and nothing terrible is going to happen. It just hurts and I will have to make some adjustments. Drinking seems dreadful right now, and this may be the window I needed.
And your right Lele, this site does seem to help more than AA ever did. It's nice to have a friend, and since I think I have a few days on you, I can always gloat about that. I hesitate to agree to a commitment of any kind, but ok...let's try a pact.
Now for some 30 Rock Episodes to make me laugh and sleep.