Slowly, but surely, making it!
Join Date: Mar 2013
Location: Northwest Florida
Posts: 493
Sorry, I just stumbled upon this post somehow and wanted to insert my humble opinion.
I am an addict.
I would say, do and promise ANYTHING for "just one more". I was manipulative, conniving, lying, and stealing to get what I wanted. I even promised myself I'd only do it once. Guess what? It NEVER stops at just one or just getting it out of our system. You already know this...
Please... if it's at all possible, walk away. Sometimes love just isn't enough, honey.