Dana,first of all welcome to SoberRecovery.Second,I know the magical feeling,the rush.I also know the feeling of chasing that first high.And I know how it feels to flop when you done too much.Reading your post really makes me sad seeing how young you are.This program can work for anyone,but you have to work it too.Go to your meetings,and share how you feel.Try and get a sponser ASAP.Go to as many meetings as you can.You can do this.Keep coming back here to and keep us posted.
