Hey AC.... I know what it feels like to hide it. I said last month that it was going to be my last time, but here I am again. Also, I feel worthless because my wife didn't even know that I had picked my Rx up this time. I was so sure that I was going to make it the full 30 days this time.... I guess just like the last time and the time before that and the time before that. When I take those things, it changes my thinking. I hate that about them.
I want to be the person that God has meant for me to be and I'm definitely sure that this is not the life that he had envisioned for me.