Hi. When I started to think I was having a problem with alcohol AA was about the only answer in town. Because of my ignorance I rejected it and continued my spiral downward until, you fill in the blanks. Some things I needed to do was get honest with myself and accept the fact I could not drink in safety, which for me was “could I guarantee the results of picking up that first drink?”
Some people including myself are not religious and only heard the word God and in ignorance thought it is some sort of holy roller origination. Wrong. To me it denotes a process of transformation within. It’s aimed at my fears, honesty and many of my self defeating beliefs and thoughts I harbored. Today after many years sober I still need to spiritual cleanser for me and millions others & that’s AA. BE WELL.