Originally Posted by
Acheleus 
I just feel like a total loser bc I have no friends and hate my self.
What am I chopped liver? lol Just kidding Ach. Ach you take care of yourself and get sober and use tools to stay that way first. Come in here before you pick up and ask for help if you are struggling, you know there is always someone in here to help.
We are your friends till you make new sober friends. I found my support group outside of Cyber World at meetings. Just went to a meeting and out for pizza with some good clean people and we were the loudest and craziest in the restaurant having good clean fun.
Everything will fall into place, but sobriety has to be your priority not a wife right now. If you get into a relationship this soon you will again just be in an unhealthy relationship if you are drinking. Get a foundation in recovery first.
One day at a time ACH. Those days will add up and before you know it you will have a year and ready for that special girl and you will have so much more to offer.
